Fuck you!

Fuck you, cancer! Fuck you!
I’m trying to escape from the shadow you casted in my life.
I’m trying to laugh, when I run out of reasons,
I’m trying to believe, when there is only a slight hope,
I’m trying to love, when that is the only thing I can offer,
I’m trying to feel alive, when living means so much more than surviving,
I’m trying to expand, when the options are narrow,
I’m trying to try…

Fuck you, cancer. I said goodbye to you already! Why don’t you fucking leave my life, my memory, my future? Go away! I don’t want to see, hear, think about you anymore! I’m tired of being scared, living in fear.

I will be alright…I’m angry, but optimistic.

May 09 2010 09:19 pm | Diary

2 Responses to “Fuck you!”

  1. TK Says:
    May 12th, 2010 at 8:15 pm

    I hope this wasn’t prompted by any new clinical news, but rather is just a sign of overall fatigue and frustration?

    Hang in there!

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